Deja vue

Can I get in the witness protection program? Seriously! I am ready to remove this card from the deck. When I drew the card this morning I actually shouted "Oh c'mon", and Andy asked if I had gotten "that" card again. So even he was able to pick up on that. I am, again, divine witness.
So after I regrouped, I figured I might as well emberace this, as it seems that this is such an important lesson that I need to study it 3 times in one week.
It's hard to not be so...well I'll say it, pompous, judgemental and critical. It's been such a part of me for so long.
The hardest thing has been the self crticism and judgements. As harsh as I can be towards others, I am just as hard, if not harder on myself. If beating oneself up actually burned calories, I would be in much better shape.
I grew up with people who criticized "out of love". Much as I hated that, and still have very negative memories of that, I find that I do it as well. Sorry, I did it. I am doing my best to break that habit. I want positive thoughts and feeling to fill my life, and I want to be a positive light in the lives of others.
Today I am divine witness. I relate to myself and with others without judgement.

Universe, do I have it right yet?