Blogger, heal thyself

Today I am divine healer.

I am finding that often the cards don't mean what I think they will when I first see what my mission for the day is. Except divine witness. I know exactly what that means when I draw that card :)
I thought that divine healer would be about nuturing and repairing relationships. I was partly right, but it would appear that the relationship that I should most focus on is my relationship with myself.
Well, it makes sense, of all the relationships that I have neglected, ignored, or been most abusive about, that would indeed be the relationship that is in most dire need of healing.
I have had a huge about face in the past few weeks, rather than being my own worst enemy, I am trying to become my own best friend. It requires a huge shift in thinking, and I am worried the about the first time this gets put to the test. Recentlly, my life seems to be going along tickety-boo, and I haven't had any major upheavals that might start the negative self-talk. But for now, I think I have been mending some rather large fences.

The decluttering was a little derailed today, but we still managed to get a lot done yesterday, so IU'll take it. Rome wasn't build in a day, our house won't be decluttered in a day.

I am hoping for this decade though. Or by the end of the next, at the latest.