I pulled out my deck this morning...been some time since I had done that. I have been feeling quite isolated and disconnected lately...part of it I know is because Andy has been travelling again, which always puts me out of sorts. Also, our Cleo-shmeo (we have a huge array of nicknames for our cats) is having intesitnal problems like she had last year...while we know better what to look for, and perhaps how to fix it ourselves (so far, so good, I must say) there is just the added stress of being the only one home to deal with it - the medicating, the monitoring, and the breath holding dread when I can't find her in any of her usual haunts.
I was looking forward to but sort of dreading today. We were invited to a birthday party for one of Andy's childhood friends - I was looking forward to having a social outing, but a little worried about going and only knowing a few people...I am kind of shy, and have a difficult time in social situations The card I drew was Divine Grace...a sense of calm just floated through me. For me, Divine Grace is almost like a secret that you carry within you - it makes you smile to yourself.
We did have a good time - lovely that it was a pool party, with this heat. The card I made was well received, which was nice too.
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