I woke up and felt like I had all my ducks in a row. I woke up at a decent hour (a little bit of a sleep in, but early enough to still get things done). Things felt like they were falling into place. I felt motivated enough to draw an "I am Divine" card. I drew divine Unity.
No offence Barbara, but I am thinking that I will create a set of cards I am Undivine. Today I apparently drew divine Snippiness. I just couldn't stop snipping at Andy. I tried to remove myself to get some space, but it didn't help much. I think it is taking a while to get used to us being together again. Since the end of September, he has been travelling for business almost every week.
So before the day started to go downhill....I thought about unity, and feeling connected. Yesterday Andy and I went to visit his aunt and uncle. There was a bit of a heated debate. Andy spoke about wanting to trace family history, and visiting the country his family originated from. Andy's uncle (his dad's brother) does not have good memories - bad family situation and the fact they were Jews living in Eastern Europe during the 2nd world war. Andy and I share a passion for researching our family trees. To us it is a sense of feeling connected. It took some back and forth, but I can see how uncle L has made made peace but doesn't want to revisit the past, but I know that for Andy, a large reason for wanting to visit is just to take a deep breath and think "I am breathing the same air that my family once breathed". I mean obviously not the exact same air, but you know what I mean.
But I digress. I tried. It didn't go well. Tomorrow is another day.
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